The most important thing to me was my selfworth, confidence and feeling good about myself... I thought nobody could take it away from me..
But in the last few months, every day has been such a struggle.. I wake up feeling wanting to go into oblivion... Through the day the feeling worsens and the day becomes a burden i cannot take anymore.. At such a point, i start to motivate myself... try give myself the me i deserve in my thoughts.. The cresendo is always at the station mind you.. Go to sleep with a promise of different tomorrow.. Dream about my thoughts and fears through the day.. and the next day i wake up again hoping rather to the trip to oblivion...
Why m i sayin any of this?? Coz i have had enough.. thr was a day when i was somebody.. most importantly i was a somebody nice and good to myself... Those days shall come again i promise you... fight i shall... The world shall see again the true "Badri's way of life!!!!" Tht i promise you....
Keep up the spirit! You probably never knew but you are a fighter. You will fight it out, your cool way. You still have not changed from what you were before. You are still the same guy I knew as "Badri - the Guru". What probably has changed is the circumstances facing you, which in turn has changed your perception about yourself. At the end of this phase, you will emerge out stronger. Way to go man !
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ReplyDeleteBadri i truly admire ur fighting spirit! keep it up!.u have a gr8 future ahead!
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