Whats happeneing to us?!?!

I remember telling shrr probably a year back(or probably a year n half back) that i had stopped feeling anything anymore. Felt as if I were stone; nothing could stir any emotions within me. I had before that felt strongly abt various stuff, before tht taken a stand on issues, fought with my heart out. Shrr tells me i used to be passionate and charged up about everything.

But i dont know what happened just before that which left me like a stone. There were a lot of reasons as i saw at that point

- Too much overload out of me being an agony aunt(or uncle, whtever)

- Nothin happenin on personal front

- My career drownin like a titanic just before my eyes

I dunno if it was because of these reasons or something else but whtever I had become had scared me. I have indeed come  some way back since then, but still a long journey from what I used to be. I want to feel tht energy. Lets see..

I used to think it happened to me only until I sensed it (and obviously she did too) in Shrr and thn sometime later in others too(last night i talked to sanchari). I guess its just a phase. I hope its one only...

We all wanna go back to wht we were. There used to be so much fun in our lives, so much news, so much gossip, so much of excitement & happenings in our lives!!!

None of it is thr anymore, we have become machines. I want it to be just a phase, I intend to keep it just as a phase, not just for myself but also for those around me, my friends. And you - the world- just watch....